baby girl (R) Brendon (L)

yesterday

   We found out that the baby is a GIRL! Brendon cried while I was getting the ultrasound done until the lady said he could sit on the table with me. Then he whined a little and almost fell asleep. (he was sleeping in the car before we got there) I’m so excited that he’s going to be a big brother to a little girl. So is her daddy even though he said it was a boy the whole time. We haven’t decided on a name but it somehow has to have the name Mary in it.

* Both my mom and my grandma have the name Mary. Both my dad and grandpa were named Theodore. That’s why Brendon’s name is Brendon Theodore :)

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5.22.2012

    I want to start writing a little about something Brendon does each day but everything he says or does is so funny. Yesterday it was bringing me a pair of underwear out of a basket of clean laundry and informing me that they were broken.. It was a thong.

  Today - He picks up everything and says “ooh he’s cute!” Usually stuffed animals, toys, and sometimes ants.. But apparently cans of lemonade are cute too. He picked one up, said that and gave it a big kiss. lol :)

Was pretty upset about him leaving SVU, but for True Blood? Forgiven!

was just gonna

comment on how cute I think Friendzone (MTV) is, until he just rejected her. ouch

It’s still cute though! When it works out.

Can you relate? You sit in your towel after a shower because you’re too lazy to get dressed. You and your best friend can say one word, and crack up. You hate when one string of your hoodie is longer than the other. You hate it when people think you like someone when you clearly don’t. You hate it when your favorite song comes on, as you pull into the driveway. You feel like if you turn on the lights, you will be safe from anything. You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks. You laugh until people get hurt, then stop when you realize it’s serious. You hate it when parents get serious about something funny you tell them. You hate when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice. You pretend to sleep when your parents come in. You text the person next to you things that you can’t say out loud. You hate when people in front of you walk really slow and you can’t get past them. You’re always tired no matter how much sleep you get. You stop the microwave before it hits 00:00 to avoid hearing the beeps. You use the “sup” head nod. You just did the nod after you read it. You hate when you are mad at someone and they make you laugh. You check the fridge every ten seconds to see if food magically appeared.

guilty of doing the sup head nod after I read it. embarrassing

I wish

21 weeks 1 day

so

   I’m right back to where I started. I left my boyfriend’s to go back home, got a job waitressing at Chili’s annnnnd my mom goes off the deep end. It seems like she always does this when I need her for awhile. Or maybe she just always does this. I sometimes feel like it’s her fault for not taking her meds. Now I’m back at Terr’s moms. We have until the baby comes to get our shit together and be on our own.

   At least it is a little different now though because Brendon can stay here. Not that it’s a good thing that his stepdad is in jail. But what is good is it’s week 3 of rehab! (for my boyfriend not me)

* for anyone that thinks their parents are crazy, apparently my mom pulled her own Britney Spears move and chopped off all of her hair before attacking a man at 3 o’clock in the morning while she was visiting my sister. don’t know the full story on that yet, just know she’s back in the pysch ward